I hope everyones school year or fall has been going great!!!! Mine has been a big change in my life for sure. First off I need to apologize for not updating anything in god knows how long. Getting moved into my new university and the change of it has been ridiculous.
Along with this my and my boyfriend have split up. This has probably been the hardest thing to get use to. I found things to not be going right and well I ended it. I hope some day we both will be okay with one another. I sure as hell am not fine with him. For people who do read this, DON'T LIE TO YOU GIRL. EVER. They deserve to be treated with the best respect and if they are your lover or best friend then treat them like it. A true friend doesn't just come from a stupid relationship. Friendship is deep and thats where the relationship builds from. Sadly my situation was different and the friendship and relationship came together in one old package. But, I don't regret anything of it. It hurts a lot and to find out these last 2 years of it there was a lie still involved just has me heart broken. It hurts to know someone besides your girlfriends or boy's that are friends who you think is your other half, your "only one" goes back and plays a charade on you. Everyone has their reasons but I find cowardice to be a lame one. So, boys, DON'T CHEAT. DON'T LIE. Be honest and just be the man your girl dreamed of.
I've been questioning myself for the last 2 months if him and I will ever be together again. I can't honestly give a real answer anymore. I want to but at the same time I don't. I fought for another chance last time when I didn't need to and now the past haunted us both down till now. Cheaters are cruel for whatever reason they do it I don't know. However, Now I pass each day trying to get past everything and look to my bright future
This summer I may get to go to Peru! So for sure pictures will be up on that! This winter I'll be going to Chicago so lets hope I can pull out the camera out for that.
Look forward to a bright future and enjoy these lovely leaves changing cause they are beautiful!
Everyone have a fun and safe Halloween go trick o' treating a lot!!!!